I love kids, but I pretty much suck with the little ones. I am not goofy, or silly and I don't fake it well. Believe me I try, and K definitely thought I did a fine job, but on my own grading scale I give me a C-. Thankfully I am not often in the position to meet a married woman's spawn from her failed (but still existent) marriage. Weird.
We had dinner at Applebees on me, and then drove back to her place to watch a movie.... in her husbands bedroom. There is a special circle of hell just for me.
I don't like to kiss and tell, so lets flash forward a bit. K is naked on the bed and I am shirtless next to her. She tells me that she is in love with another man. Half of me is like "wow. ballsy." the other half is like "wtf do I care, this isn't serious you are fucking 37 years old. Someday I am going to put a baby in a woman, and if that day isn't tomorrow then that woman probably isn't going to be you."
From there we have this amazingly honest and heartfelt discussion on love, sex, relationships... everything. It is hands down the most honest conversations that I have ever had with someone. By the end I had insights on every part of the courting process and had given her the courage to make the decisions that needed to be made in her own love life. We dressed and she walked me to my car. A hug goodbye and I will likely never speak to her again.
oh dang. like that isn't a mood killer to tell that person you're in love with someone else. hahaha. maybe i should try that :)
ReplyDeletehmm put a baby inside a woman eh? never heard it put that way before